It has been an interesting week this week without the munchkin. It has been good for both of us for him to have this time away during his school break. I was reminded how much I do enjoy having him around. I really do love this small boy. There is much work to be done in our relationship. It amazes me how disconnected a mom and kiddo can become. We are floundering. I feel like I am drowning slowly.
I arrived here in Redding this evening to pick Ty up. I am struggling. I have allowed my heart to become so disconnected. So very disconnected. I am not sure how to fix this. Tonight hurts. As I sit here typing, Ty is across the room reading a book. I see him, so near but so far away. It hurts to see his heart hurt. Papa... I need your help. We need you.
Communication...
broken
communication.
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